Presentation today. Wasn't rly nervous but i still missed a lot of stuff i wanted to say. I really think today was one of the worst presentations today. Plus the fact that the first 10 ppl had alr gone home, and i still.. zzz. You just know when you have fared badly and it is not the "wah lau i did damn bad la got alot stuff i nvr say leh" but deep down you think you've done okay. But not in this case. Not this time. ok crap it's over so shut up already.
Sooooo after that, went to town centre to do some stuff. Bought my pandan agar. It's not that nice now but i don't know i just keep buying it. Guess it's a habit now. I've been eating it since i was like 5?
Did i mention about the new mjr now? wtf it is damn new and nice la. and it is so damn freakin near pls. If only they built it earlier man. I can wake up at like 730am. I don't even need to worry about what clothes to wear, or make up or stuff like that. It gets quite annoying actually.
ok why are my posts getting so whiney recently?
it's december alr yay. i still can't believe i'm in poly haha i feel like i'm in mjr still.
i miss the days when we are in school and we always had recess tgt. pass by classes and you seem to know everyone. you even know who's with who and who has what taiji and stuff like that. the best part is probably copying homework which obviously you can't do it now. eating in class also. passing round all those sweets and seaweed chips. and disturbing the people around you. having pe, captain's ball!!!! CO too, omg zheng lao shiiiii do you know that you're fuckin handsome??? in mjr you just don't feel lonely at all. but in poly, somehow i do. like everything is just so, do it yourself. being independent. uncertain. in between people there's still this gap. you can't ask your classmates if whether they wanna go out after school because it's just gonna be awkward and you know it. and you just have to do your work because it's not like in mjr where you know this certain person wouldn't do their work and you can feel at ease because someone will get nagged at tgt with you. even if you were the only one who didn't do your work, you can pull someone along and die tgt with you. because you know exams are still the most important. sometimes i wished i was in jc. at least it is the same life as sec sch.
The grass just seems to be greener on the other side.
freakin true rgt.
i cant help it. i just rly rly miss sec sch.
poly is just okay. i hate okay lives. it's just so.... okay. living with it, day by day.
you get what i mean?
ok just ignore me.
i'm not being emo anyway im not dumb
no wait emo doesnt mean dumb ok wtf whatever you get my drift
ok la enough with this okay-post. i know you guys are bored.
kbye!!
